The "X" factor.

Past is Past.

Yes, definitely!

I would like to share something that irritates me, last January 28, 2011 (friday) me and my friends decided to go swimming at La Vista Resort in Balanga and yeah I was with my Boyfriend that time, I don't expect that his X-girlfriend is there too, oh well this is great imma see his X-girlfriend and i'm pretty chilled.

I'm not expecting that his X would go in our place just to ask who is my boyfriend's girlfriend? how pathetic! why is she asking? she went in our place just to ask that question? how curious is she? luckily, i'm not in our cottage when she went there but if i'm there? darn, I think I could be a pain in her ass. :) She needs attention. lol

Lazy

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone
So leave a message at the tone
Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything....

-Bruno Mars

It's a boring monday, I wasn't able to attend school because I don't feel good at the moment and right now, I can't think of anything to do so I decided to do blogging. I don't know what to write I cannot think of good words to say here and yeah I'm bored, super BOOORRREEEDDDD! 

I don't feel like using my phone right now, I don't feel like watching TV, I don't feel like walking outside the house, I don't feel like eating right now, I don't feel like talking to anyone right now, I don't know why? I'm friggin Lazy, hey! it's a Lazy monday. I think I should sleep for a moment, yeah i will sleep now :D KTHNXBYE.

Back to December

Maybe it's the beginning of goodbye

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
'Cause the last time you saw me
Still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
I think about summer And  all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right.....

Not like the movies

Just like the movies, love is scenematic and dramatic, how I wish I was the one who's directing my own love story with twist and turn at the beggining and would surely end smooth sailing, that's what I wanted it to be.

A love story that contains happy ending with my ideal partner in life but it is just not like the movies, no fairy tale dreams to wish just look at the brightside. We should live with reality not with fantacies.